I Suck at the Internet

I'm Infested with Emotions

2005-09-19T23:06:00.000-07:00

It's been a very long time since I've posted. For some reason however this is the only place that I feel like posting on. I just don't want to go to any of the other online playgrounds that I'm enbedded into. This just seems satisfactory.

I've found myself consuming my time with video games. The Nintendogs game that came out and Guild Wars. I hate being obsessed with things..I hate when that certain subject is all my mind wanders to when it has it's personal time. I feel so invaded by those damned mechanisms.

Guilt is plaguing me. Guilt of how I feel I haven't given back anything. Like the world is giving me everything and I have nothing to offer. I feel like I need to spill my blood onto the earth as an offering...

I hate being confused. I hate having a monotoneous life. I hate not being able to spell. But I love the satisfaction I get when somebody reads this and thinks about the loser that put these letters together to form some meaningless words and phrases that seem to be directly out of somebody's suicide letter.

I wonder how many other people are hoping to see the Apocolypsen happen this week?

Titles Suck.

2005-06-28T20:10:00.000-07:00

So I don't know what happened with my text. I'm hoping that it'll be purple again.

I'm not making fancy titles about all the aspects of my life this time either. I just don't have the energy.

...I think I'm becoming bi-polar. I'm getting these highs and lows..and it's happening quickly. I'll be happy in the morning and by the evening for no apparent reason I become depressed about nothing. Luckily this only happens a few days of the week...and luckily I'm not one of those crazy depressed people going out for attention. I'm just stating facts, and the fact is I feel like shit right now and really could care less if somebody blasted an atomic bomb in my face because it would be something.

I suppose the question I have to ask is whose the bigger loser? The one that does nothing or the one that works their ass off for nothing?

Boogies in my Eye!

2005-06-19T00:30:00.000-07:00

Picture of the Day

Social Life
Alaska TOTALLY has a beach! Just look at the picture above. We buried Britni in the sand and it was a good fucking time. GOOD TIME AT THE BEACH. Besides that, nothing too interesting has been happening.

Dogs
Fancy now has had her puppies. Destiny's puppies are getting big and in a few months I'll be bringing mine home! So exciting!

Deviantart (used to be Sheezy...but NOT ANYMORE!)
Yeah, I switched over to Deviantart.com because I was just sick and tired of dealing with all the down times over at Sheezy. I also have a subscription over and deviantart and I'm selling prints.

My Deviantart Account

Personal
Sorry about the short update, I'm tired..and I'm going to go fall into bed here in three...two...one...

Less Than Three

2005-06-05T12:56:00.000-07:00

"Well, now since we've seen eachother," said the Unicorn, "If you believe in me I'll believe in you."

Social Life
Not really much of anything interesting has been happening. I've gone to a few interesting places like Eklutna, Earthquake Park (again), and I think that's about it. At Eklutna however we saw a Momma bear and her babies! I took some pictures, but they really sucked so I'm probably not going to even bother uploading them. Anyway, here's some pictures.

Dog Life
The puppies are getting huge! They're starting to move around too much so it's really hard to get cute pictures of them. And for that reason I only have pictures of Finch and Loon because they were the only ones that were going to sit still for me. Oh, and there's a picture of a baby horse. I believe his name is Kixan, but I can't remember for sure.

Love Life
So poor James got laid off Friday. He needs to look for another job now. But until then, he gets to be lazy at home. We're planning on going and seeing Star Wars today, so we'll see if we actually get there or not.

Hannah told me some really freaky information about Jessie (the guy that was at the house I was housesitting for a while back). Anyway, when I was there Jessie was telling me about how he had moved to Rex's because a friend of his couldn't pay the rent of the apartment they were living in, but apparently the real truth is that his parents finally kicked him out after spending all of his money on coke. It's really freaky because Hannah told me that he gets abusive and now I'm just worried that he's going to try and come and kill me or something. Thank God he doesn't know where I live...

Sheezyart
My picture for the Ultimate Art Trade is almost done. It's definitely consuming all my art time right now. It'll be nice to get it done so that way I can continue drawing other things. Oh yes.

Dude, burn.

2005-05-27T17:14:00.000-07:00

Social Life:
Hah, interesting story. The other day Hannah, Britni, and I went to Thunderbird Falls and took some pictures. After taking the pictures and returning to the car we decided to make a quick run out to Palmer just for the hell of it. So we went up to Hatcher's Pass and on the way back down I was throwing the butt of my cigarette out the window when it came back through the window and down the back of my pants!

The story gets more interesting as I had to pull over to get it out because everytime Hannah reached for it the torched end would point straight up. So after pulling over, 3 fucking cars decided to pass. We hadn't passed any cars until then! So I have my pants unbuttoned and unzipped and my ass is burning while I wait for these cars to pass so that way they don't think I'm mooning them or something. Anyway, I have two cigarette burns on my ass now...

So here's some of the pictures from Thunderbird Falls:

Dog Life:
The puppies are getting bigger and cuter! They're starting to bite shoelaces and hands and clothes and anything else they can get they're jaws on. I still want Loon. He's the absolute cutest. Anyway, here's some cute pictures of the bunch. Oh, and I dedicate the first picture to Hannah...

Love Life:
No drama or anything really of much interest there. Well, there are things of interest but those are things I'm sure nobody really wants to know about. He's still in love with his X-box though. I'm sure soon he's going to put a picture of it next to him on his nightstand..and in his wallet. Here's a random picture of him:

Sheezyart:
Sheezyart is chaotic as always. Still trying to finish up the ULTIMATE ART TRADE, but I can't do jack shit on there because my computer has severe problems with running Sheezyart. Before it was just busy times of the day that it caused me problems but now it's just a bitch all the time.

I started my part of the ULTIMATE ART TRADE. It's gonna take a long time to get done...Oh man, what have I gotten myself into?

Misc:
Here's a picture to link to my Blog. How exciting.

Interesting Days..

2005-05-23T19:09:00.000-07:00

Social Life:
So I had a pretty interesting day yesterday. Went to Red Robin's with Hannah and James and saw a beautiful full rainbow on the drive home. Full half circle with very vibrant colors. And then after we dropped James off we snatched Britni and went for a drive doing the thing we love to do. Get stoned and take pictures! Here's some of them from last night and the night before:

Dog Life:
Here are some of the newest pictures I have of the puppies! They're way too cute. Yes yes they are. Let's see, in the first picture from left to right the names go--Eider, Lark, Finch, Loon, Tern, and Wren. A lot of the pictures below have Loon in it...he's the puppy I'm kind of favoring right now. He just really appeals to me.

And that's really about it for my updates for now. I have hungry dogs and more things to do!

2005-05-23T10:50:00.000-07:00

I'm just testing.

Britni Rox my Cox

2005-05-22T14:54:00.000-07:00

Social Life:
I love how Britni sets up her blogs. So organized and neat and easy to distinguish. So I'm going to be a little copy cat and do the same thing. Tee hee!

So I had an exciting day yesterday with Britni. We wandered off to Earthquaked Park (doing the thing we do best) and we took a whole bunch of pictures. I'll get those posted up on here as soon as I figure out how to do the nice little image maps.

Anyway, whilst being at Earthquake Park, we captured some very interesting pictures of what is more than likely bugs in the scenery pictures! You would just have to see them because they're ineresting looking and it's fun to use your imagination and pretend that they're ghosts. *gleam* Imaginations rock!

Love Life:
James is living with me now. He has been for almost a month now. Really hard to believe that it's been that long now. I actually get to see him more now because he's on the same schedule as me which makes things a lot easier, although he hates getting up at 8:00 o'clock in the morning. He'll get over it. I'm housesitting for two days however so he has to live life by himself! Dun dun dun! Actually he's just playing with his xbox and probably doesn't really even notice I'm gone. Ho hum. That's a good thing though, cuz at least he's keeping himself busy!

Dogs:
Well, not too much is going on considering it's summer. The puppies are getting bigger however and their gonna be a month old this Wednesday! We think about 4 of them are going to have blue eyes. They're cute as buttons and again, as soon as I figure out those damn image maps I'll post pictures of them up here as well.

Sheezyart:
I have a HUGE project going on at sheezyart right now. And it's what I would like to call "THE ULTIMATE ART TRADE". It's going to be really neat once it all comes together. To put it bluntly, everybody has to draw a character of everybody involved. So everybody involved is going to have to draw a picture with about 20 characters in it PLUS their own. It's going to be really fun to see all the pictures once their finished, just because it's always exciting to see a group picture with your character in it. So this will be excitement x 20!

Man.

2005-05-20T16:42:00.000-07:00

I tell ya. I've got this blog to look really cool..but for some reason it still just looks like Britni's. NOW ISN"T THAT SHITTY.

TEE HEE

2005-05-19T21:31:00.000-07:00

Look, my name is Britni!

Yeah.

2005-05-09T18:21:00.000-07:00

So sit with me.